sylvia-
Travis told me wat happened. shelle told him wat we are and he was disgusted, he left her. he ruined her. he was the only one she ever loved. Travis and i are trying to tell him how much he means to her. i have read his mind and i know that he still loves her, but he is scared. if only he knew she would never hurt him...
Travis is the only one of us that care that can convince him. i can't, he is afraid of me. the rest of our family can't either. he is somewhat afraid of Travis cause he knows we are engaged, he knows what Travis is gonna become. if only he would listen, if only he would watch, if only he would realize...
he is killing someone who is not easily killed, he is killing an immortal...

siarah-
shelle is really messed up.
she wont talk. she wont hunt.
she wont play on the piano.
she wont get on the computer.
what did he do to her??

siarah-
shelle. listen. to. me. there might be someone who can help you. ninette seems to have the smae problems as you. go to the followers, and Ninette's pic is there. click on it, and comment.

siarah-
shelle, come on!!!! wake up. please???

sylvia-
ya, shelle won't do anything. i asked her to help me with the piano and she just stared out the window. her eyes have been black for a couple days now and she still won't hunt. i'm really worried. Travis is trying to talk to her human and see what he did to her. i'm really worried bout shelle and so is everyone else. her eyes are glazed over and she looks like she could drop down dead, but she can't because she's immortal. i'm soooo worried. she could crack and kill millions of people. i'm so worried bout her that i told her i went vegetarian for her. (which i did) she has always tried to get me to be like her and i thought if i did it would help. all i got was a small sigh. this is horrible. i wonder what he did to her...

P.S.- the wedding will be on January 16 if shelle is better, if she's not then it will be post-phoned until she is better. i don't want shelle to be sad at my wedding.

siarah-

what to do. shelle has been like one of the undead (pardon the pun). she wont go hunting, she wont do anything but stare out the window. what has that human done to her????

the pain

Shelle

He doesn't love me. I am virtually unbreakable, i cannot be killed, i live to the ends of enternity. I am immortal- i cannot bruise, cannot bleed with no blood iflowing in my veins. I do not need to breathe and blink, or speak slowly, and can move just as fast as edward. But a mere, little delicate human has managed to break me. Somehow he was able, beyond natural and humane forces, to stop the breath in my lungs, to tear my frozen heart in two and i feel the unfamilar sensation of tears. He has hurt me, like no hurt i ever remember. He doesn't love me...

siarah-
wow. yeah, so, ummmm.....
dang.

my story

sylvia-

what u've all been waiting for....
MY STORY: HOW I BECAME A VAMPIRE
ya i know that u love me *bows* well let's get this party started...

every story has to start somewhere and mine starts when i was 5 years old. it was 1772 and my mother and father got small pox, they barely had a chance. so i was 5 and an orphan. after my parents' funeral my Aunt Savannah and Uncle John decided to take me in a raise me. i packed my things and traveled with my Aunt from Charleston, South Carolina to Boston, Massachusetts. that's were i grew up. my Aunt became like a mother to me and i loved her very much. she and i were very close and on my 16th birthday she organized a dance to celebrate. everyone was there and i fell in love. we saw each other across the room and he asked me to dance. it was normal relationship, we courted and he asked my Uncle if he could marry me. my Uncle said no. i was devastated, but my Uncle told me that he wouldn't have made a good husband for me. i spent 3 days crying in my room and then my Aunt decided to take me to Philadelphia. i forgot my sadness and was filled with excitement. so we went there and there i met Matthew Kilborne. we fell deeeply in love and my Uncle said yes this time when Matthew asked if he could marry me. i was so very happy and we started making our wedding plans. a day before the wedding Matthew and my Uncle were riding their horses and someone startled them and the horses reared up and they fell off and were trampled to death. my Aunt and i spent many days crying by the fire together and i had a feeling that God didn't want me to ever get married. by this time it was 1790 and i was 18. so i vowed never to fall in love again. my 19th birthday was days away and i was on an errand for my Aunt when i saw a strange man. my instinct told me to run, so i did. i was running when the wind blew towards the man and he took a long sniff. i ran faster than i had ever done before, but before i knew it he was in front of me. he reached out and grabbed me, pulling me towards him. he leaned forward and his lips met my throaght. i calmly said, "sir i'm very sorry, but my husband is at home waiting for me and if i'm not home soon he will come looking." the man looked at me and said "you don't have a husband. liar." i was stunned. his lips continued down my throaght and at the base of my neck his teeth bit my skin. i screamed in agony and then i heard a sound and a man said "stop. now." the man slide away from me and i looked up into jasper's face, except i didn't know it was him and that he was the leader until later. he picked me up and carried me away. the pain was mounting in my body and i fainted. i can't really recall everything from that moment on. my memory just stops and then picks up when i woke up. jasper and gisele were standing over me and they told me everything. the man that bit me was Thomas Jackson and jasper had sent him off. so ever since i have been a vampire. i did track down and kill Thomas and i went to my Aunt and told her everything. she died of old age a few months later. when i look back i realize that i was only a week from being 19, but now i am stuck at 18 forever...

well hope you liked it. it is 100% true and i added as much as i can remember...

siarah-
ummmm, no, i was 17. idk what to do about him. he is confusing me!!!! and he smells REALLY good now, when he didnt before. and i cant hear.... nevermind. it is impossible. he cant be ..

ergh!

sylvia-

i couldn't do it!!! i was about to bite him when he yelled stop! and asked me what i was doing. so i told him everything. he looked at me, got down on one knee, and said "sylvia, i want to be with you for forever. will you marry me??" i looked at him and said "of course i will. i love you." and now we are engaged. we agreed that i will make him one of us after our wedding. we are both 18 and fresh out of high school (almost) one more semester. in our school when you are a senior you are done school on January 5 - i am the "oldest" in our family (actually i'm the youngest but i was the oldest when i was transformed - well out of my siblings) siarah, shelle, ciara, ash, edward, and philip were all 16. so i will be graduating soon and Travis and i will have our wedding at (hopefully) the end of January. i am uber excited!!!! well gotta go, lots of wedding plans to be done!!!!

siarah-
okay.....
just fucked that up.
yeah, so my last post was a little depressing.
i was messed up for a few days.
i need to get a grip on myself. badly.
i just dont feel right. i wish that i would have died when humans r supposed to. or have been able to find someone who loved me, and to raise a family, and die happy and old with my husband.
that is something i never will have.
no one can ever love a vampire.
humans would not survive.
and i will not make him have this life, just for my selfishness.
he will remain human.
forever.

siarah-
shelle is right. humans are so breakable. it is funny, though they are some of the weakest creatures on earth, they can be so cruel and greedy. it is unnessassary. like today.
we are cold. but i, of all of us, am not hard. i can be hurt, though it does not show. i cannot bleed, because i have no blood. i cannot bruise, and my bones cannot be broken. but my flesh may be torn, ripped, slashed, mangeled. and it has been. by human hands.
i heal quickly. more quickly than werewolves. but i have a long memory. and they will pay.

sylvia-

shelle, ash is our brother. oh ya u haven't officially met our brothers yet. they are Ash, Edward, and Philip....

as u can see i couldn't fake my death. i disappeared for today and when i got home Siarah told me how Travis had been a wreak without me. ugh i love him too much. so much for keeping him human. i have to tell him eventually what i am anyway. the best way to do that would probably to make him one of us too. well gotta go. it's time for me to make my extremally breakable human a vampire, without it hurting him (or killing him)...

Ewwww... blood

Shelle
Though i am a vampire the thought of hunting for blood makes me squirm. I didn't have to try hard to become a vegetarian. She brought me hunting and i couldn't stand it. Ash likes me? Who is he?
My human is very, ever so delicate. I wish he wasn't so, that way i didn't have to worry about hating myself if i ever hurt him........ My life is hell.

ohno ohno ohno ohno!!!!!!

sylvia-

ok we never talk about our brothers so i will update you.



Ash: is currently single, but really likes Shelle (i can read minds thats how i know this)



Edward: is up to his usually seeing the future tricks and he is dating Ashley (a girl in our school) she isn't a vamp

Philip: he is as quiet as usual and he isn't dating anyone, but he has a major crush on a werewolf and that isn't a good combo



well that's pretty much our brothers' lives so far...

OMG!!!!! i almost bit Travis today (he's the human i'm in love with)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was kissing him and then his blood smelt soooooo good and next thing i know he's screaming at me to stop and i look up from his neck and i realize that my teeth had just grazed his skin. i told Edward about it and he said that i'm gonna bite Travis in a week and he will become a vamp. i can't let that happen!!!! so i solved my problem, it was simple actually. i'm gonna fake my death then go live in Canada. so i might not post for awhile as i am getting ready to fake my death...

Demons of the Dark

Shelle

Hi. I have alot of schoolwork today. I don't see the point when i have studied these topics for so many hundred years (i am 300 years old). I now knowledge that even Einstein (the mathmatiction humans praise) could not understand. I study in topics of the unknown to the human race. I speak many languages (fluent french, chinese, spanish, japanese and many others.) Sometimes i even have to tame my learning to seem at human level with my photographic memory. Oh, the humane race is so young compared to ours, so much to learn..... I feel more unnatural then ever.

okay....

siarah-
ummmmmm. idk waht to think after that. YOU WENT HUNTING IN CANADA????????????? with shelle????? what, are you trying to get us found????? wtf. honestly.
so yeah. i really donna know what to do. he was kissing me, and i REALLY wanted to just bite his tongue, and let the venom spread. bthat way he would be so much more durable..... but no. i wont force this way of life upon anyone who hasnt chosen it first. it is sooooo hard though. i could go to hug him, and crush his ribs and lungs!!! humans are so breakable..

grrrrrrrr

ok this is getting out of hand!!!

Travis smells soooooo good!!!

he is the love of my life, i can't kill him, but i want to drink his blood soooo much!!!!!

this is so hard for me cause i'm not a "vegetarian" like everyone else in this family...


and ya, shelle has just joined our litle, biggish family. giselle found her about 3 weeks ago (she was already a vamp). it's so funny watching her learn to not drink human blood and drink animal blood but she went hunting with me a week ago when everyone else was hunting their animals. we went somewhere in canada and i just loved the blood of the little humans that we drank their blood (it wasn't kids) but it really disgusted shelle so she went "vegetarian". why do i have to be the only non-"vegetarian"???????

argh!!!!!

siarah-

yeah. shelle is new. giselle found her, somewhere. she wont tell us where though. giselle says that that is for shelle to tell us, if she ever wants to. i know my story was difficult to tell, though i have been living with it for over two centeries. this boy, the one i have been speaking of; edward told me that he has seen him: as one of us. this is not something that i want; he is too beautiful as it is, and he smells too good. he lives such a normal life, and i do not want this kind of life for him. i doubt that we vampires can ever reach heaven; for i have been told that we were banished from the Holy Heights with Lucifer. this gives me reason to think that when we were bitten, when we were transformed, we were given one of the banished souls. which i why i believe that we will never reach heaven. we can never die, or be reborn. i do not want this for this boy; this wonderful, innocent, child of ages. he will never be immortal, and i want to keep it that way.

A telling from the demon

Shelle

Hello. I am new. Life among the undead is twisted in both ways. The one i love is so delicate, so breakable. I feel the monster within me, the venom that runs through my veins. I hate hiding behind this stupid mask, that hides the true me, that fools everyone, sometimes even myself. I am a monster, and i am not normal.........

siarah-

yay!!!!!
ciara finally posted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was beginning to feel as if i was the only one!!!!!
thannk god we're on school break; being in school with him was starting to make me go mad. he keeps looking at me, and i cant concentrate on anything else; i want him soooo much. he smells sooo yummy. gross. im starting to ssound like sylvi. but still. i dont want him like that. i want him in a weird and different way. i want to kiss him. sad huh? and cruel. for a vampire to torment her prey before dooming him to a night of the worst hell he's ever been in. and the fact that he wouldnt come out. with his soul intact.

Ciara: Hello from one undead being

Well, It's me! The sister Ciara.  I was asked to post and here i am.  i am 17 going on 223.  yep thats me.  the eternal teenager.  sounds fun right. you get to party all the time and have fun whenever you want.  but it really all that great.  i am never going to have the full responsibility of an adult and i will never change in appearence.  ok, i guess being eternally beautiful has it's advantages.  i will always look like a child. well post again later.  please, i really want someone like me to talk to.

siarah-

GOD. what is wrong with me??
i think im going mad; i cant stop thinking about this one
stupid little human!?!? im so angry at him, ive been clean
for 200 years!!! and he makes me want to just....argh!

wow, it's been forever since i last posted. well there's nothing new, just schoolwork (as usual) well gotta be going now...

time to be going hunting. i havn't hunted in forever.

siarah-
jeez, am i the only person(kinda) whos gonna post on this????
i thought this was sylvie's thang, err, whatever. yeah.
its a damn cold night anyway.
and im lonley. and nothing is going right.
i might go to Brazil.
anywhere but here.
anywhere but where he is.

siarah-
wow. i have been sooo busy lately with schoolwork, that im having trouble getting time to hunt, and my human friends have been commenting on my black mood of late. i dont know why i even bother being friends with humans anyway, cuz they're just going to die eventually. mabey im hoping that i will find a blood bondmate of some sort, though i highly doubt that i will. well, ive got to get back to work, i have a essay on music of the 50's due on tuesady. funny thing: i met the lead singer of the band im doing my report on when they were in their glory. huh.

siarah-
she has not even told us yet. sad, huh?

i admit it...

siarah explained the whole vegitarian thingy, well i admit it that i'm not a vegitarian. i can't seem to stop drinking human blood (giselle and jasper have tried to get me to go vegitarian, but it's so HARD!!) well my eyes are blue and they fade to gray when i'm hungry. well that's it. and i know you want to hear my story, but i'm not ready to tell you yet (it's very painful for me to talk about)

-Sylvia

siarah-
ohh and ur gonna c me postin alot
and 2 let u know..
this is NOT sylvia!!
its me, siarah.
im a totally different person.
we go to the same school,
and r in the same "family"
and she wanted me to post with her.

Siarah-

okayyy..........................
im posting again. ummmm...... tryin 2 think what 2 post about..... ummmm... well, there's this new kid at our school. hes from canada, quebec actually, and his name is kris. he pronnounces it all weird though, so it sounds like kuuuhreeessaa. its cool though. he acts all weird around me though, like he keeps wanting to talk to me, but he is absolutly repullsed by the idea. hes weird. and he is REALLY tall. and warm.very, very warm. i have suspicions....

Siarah-
ummmmm
so yeah. sylvi asked me to post on this. so i am. okay....
um, im 17 years old (have been for a long time if u know what i mean. im 222 years old). i live with my family (sylvi already explained this) and we live permanently on the east coast, in a mountain range, cuz there's lots to hunt. i keep my diet human-free, though it can b pretty dificult some times. no, we r not the same type of vampire as those in the twilight books, though those kind do exsist. nope, we're a mixed group, some of us feed off humans, some of us perfer to stay "vegetarian". our eyes do change color depending on what we eat and how long it has been since we've eaten, but our eyes r all different colors. mine r green, fading to black when im hungry. they can b really light though, almost yellow at times. my skin is REALLY pale, my hair is black (NOT steryotypical) with slight red and blue highlights in the sun. and yes, i can go in the sun, i just perfer not to, as my eyes r very sensitive to light; they're kind of like when u have ur pupils dialated. ummm.... im 5 foot 3, and i do not, as of yet, have a "mate". i never have. s'okay though; i like my privacy. and i have plenty of friends in my family. usually ciara, edward, and i go out to hunt. ciara goes cuz edward's going, and edward (like me) is a "vegetarian". i still go to school, and i try to keep my grades as straight a's, though it gets hard when we have to skip school sometimes.
here is what i remember of my human life. i was born in 1786. i lived in france, and i had a tough life. my real mother died when i was 12, and i had no brothers or sisters. i had dance ballet before i could walk or speak, and i was performing in the paris opera. i was a corphee, a step up from the lowest level. the others were sujeuts and etoils, the highest u can get in ballet. one night our star dancer fell and twisted an ankle; neither of her replacements were at the ballet, probably drunk or hungover form the bight before. so i was put on, for i knew the part. i danced well, and unfortunatly the etoil that i had replaced heard of this; for she came the next day and beat me within an inch of my miserable life. she threw me out the back doo of the opera, and there is where an old french vampire found me. he must have been hungry, but he still waited, taunting me with words. a young man found me in the alley there with the old vampire; he was a witch hunter. he ran off the old vampire, but not before the creature had time to bite and scratch me all over my weakened body. the young man, nor the vampire, ever came back. i suspect that they killed eachother. i spent seven days in agony, as the venom spread throughout my body. i had hunted in paris until giselle found me, and taught me her way.

HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is gonna be short and simple...

today is HALLOWEEN!!!!! yay!!!!!

this means i'll be out all night...

lots of yummy children out there...

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm blood *licks lips*

-Sylvia

Ok People, Where's the Publicity??

ok people, i'm getting no publicity. the point of a blog is to have people read and reply to it. i wonder if this news will help. this blog is gonna becaome a book and if you leave a comment your comment might be published in the book. (most of the comments will be published) doesn't everyone want to be famous(ish)???

well just say so if you don't want to be famous. i won't take any offense. i just want to be the first vampire in history to get a book published and i was gonna do a book that's in a blog format. how cool!! but if nobody comments, then the book won't be that fun, will it???

by the way... if any of you are werewolves, let me know and gimme your address. i've been wanting to try a werwolf's blood for a long time. i've heard that it sustains my hunger more and it doesn't make them a vampire. pleaze!!!!! i really want to try this (and Edward, Ash, Siarah, Philip, Jasper, and Gisele don't believe my resource - i wan't to prove that i am right this once).

another thing... it snowed today were i live!!! everyone was all bundled up today (including my family and me, but we don't feel the cold or hot - we have to pretend that we do) but i love snow!!!! it's just one of my things, ya know??? there's something about snow, idk what it is that makes me want to spend all day in it... (ya know??)

remember, comment on this blog and you could get published!!!!!!

-Sylvia

ugh.... I HATE MATH!!!!!

ok ya i know i've been in school for years and i already know all of this stuff, but i still hate math!!!!!! what's with that subject anyway??? i think they just want to bore us to death (that's a joke, but considering i'm immortal that would never happen) :)

today in math we were doing this problem and somebody decided to tell me that i was wrong and i just wanted to scream that i've done this before and i know that my answer is right, but i couldn't do that cause then i'd have to explain everything and my mom and dad would kill me...

well now to go back to my homework. i wish that my mom and dad wouldn't force me to go to school.... but we have to look like a regular family blah,blah,blah...

-Sylvia

here it goes...

i'm 18 and my name is Sylvia. i can't give you my last name, thats confidential. i live with my "family" which consists of my "mom", "dad", 3 "brothers", and 2 "sisters". we're not related. you see, i've been 18 for about ummmmm... let me see here.... *pause* 218 years. i know that's a long time to be 18, except when your a vampire. (by the way i'm NOT kidding!!!!! i really am a vampire) my "family" found me when i became a vampire and we have been together ever since. i guess they are my real family in a way - so no more " marks. ok now for names - my brothers are Philip, Edward, and Ash. my sisters are Siarah and Ciara (ya they have the same name with diffrent spellings - i told u already, we are not related! they will post every now and then...). my mom and dad's names are Gisele and Jasper, i call them mom and dad. by the way i do go to school. see i start high school and go through and then when i go to "college" i disappear and start over again. and i do have friends right now, they just don't know that i'm a vampire. they are Lauren, Brenda, Anna, Shelby, Sarah, Becca, Breanna, and Taylor. i also have a boyfriend (and yes he doesn't know either) his name is Travis. they let me use their names, but i can't post their last names. well gotta go. it's time for me to go have "dinner". *laughing evilly*...

-Sylvia