Time Passes On, With or Without

Shelle

Time
A lonely friend
The Shadow in your step
The glint in your eye
Says your alive
The ever pain
The ever wonder
Pulling forward
Sometimes back
And then...
Time passing you by
With or without.
-R something or other, thats most of what i remember of the poem.

Shelle

Oooo... siarah. honey. we love you. everybody else are all dumbasses. i am over him, he fell in love with another human. Life goes on, i guess. Pain can't be everlasting, even when ur a vampire...
can it?

siarah-
okay then.
my existense has gon kaput.
the one other vampire that i actually liked?
no.
no, he cant like me.
nope.
ya know why?
hes dating a werewolf.
stupid fucking twilight series
opening up the minds of interracial couples.
grrr.
and the other human?
no.
hes dating another human.
i suppose i could just kill her, but
that would totally ruin my clean record.
sigh.
stupid twilight books.
i really should be happy for both of them,
as they are my friends.
but still.....

the wedding

sylvia-
Travis and i were married on the 30th. it was glorious and now we r on our honeymoon. the plan is for me to bite him after this post and then he will be bale to truely enjoy the honeymoon with me without having to worry that i will hurt him. well bye!!!! he's all ready and tensed up i keep telling him it's not that bad but he doesn't believe me...

Shelle
he is something i can hold on to, right? idk. i really dont.

siarah-
thank you so much.
now i feel great.
thanx.
alot.

Shelle

Hey guys. I'm feeling so much better. I'm soooo happy that he changed his mind and came back!!!!!!!! I knew that Travis and Sylvia would try everything. I thought i could trust him, but maybe it was too much at the wrong time. But i convinced myself he would understand... i was shocked when he didn't. He has broken my heart, and it bled, but now it is fixed. I am so excited to be your maid of honor! You guys are such a good couple! I am very happy for you.
Love You.

siarah-
oops.
so my midterms are coming up, and they need to stay under the impression that i need to study.
plus my personal life is rather complicated right now. aw well.

siarah-
wow. going so fast, even when you have lived so long.
i wont be posting much either, as my "human" midterms are coming up and my human friends are

sylvia-
Travis convinced shelle's human to come back to her!!! shelle smiled for once!!! i'm soooo happy!!! you should have seen shelle's face when i caught her up to date on what she missed and how i'm a vegitarian right now cause of her. she was soo happy!!!! and when she heard that Travis and i are getting married on January 30th, she laughed and said she knew all along that would happen. she's gonna be my maid of honor. ohhh i can't wait for the wedding!!!!! Travis is really nervous and i can't wait to get my dress!!! shelle wishes (in her thoughts) that she could marry him (her human - i think his name is Trevor).
i'm so excited, my first love to live all through the wedding and after. we will be together, forever... Travis is afraid that he will kill humans, but i told him if he does i did that for over 200 years so he shouldn't feel bad for a few.
well i won't be posting again until after the wedding, as i have much to plan. i'll post about it when it is over and Travis is a vampire.

siarah-
wow. new year. huh. not much tho, when u have lived as long as i. poor shelle. i cannnot say that i know what she feels like. i have never had the courage to tell another that i loved him, much less what i was. poor shelle.