Friday, February 27, 2009

Time Passes On, With or Without


A lonely friend
The Shadow in your step
The glint in your eye
Says your alive
The ever pain
The ever wonder
Pulling forward
Sometimes back
And then...
Time passing you by
With or without.
-R something or other, thats most of what i remember of the poem.


Oooo... siarah. honey. we love you. everybody else are all dumbasses. i am over him, he fell in love with another human. Life goes on, i guess. Pain can't be everlasting, even when ur a vampire...
can it?

Friday, February 13, 2009

okay then.
my existense has gon kaput.
the one other vampire that i actually liked?
no, he cant like me.
ya know why?
hes dating a werewolf.
stupid fucking twilight series
opening up the minds of interracial couples.
and the other human?
hes dating another human.
i suppose i could just kill her, but
that would totally ruin my clean record.
stupid twilight books.
i really should be happy for both of them,
as they are my friends.
but still.....

Monday, February 2, 2009

the wedding

Travis and i were married on the 30th. it was glorious and now we r on our honeymoon. the plan is for me to bite him after this post and then he will be bale to truely enjoy the honeymoon with me without having to worry that i will hurt him. well bye!!!! he's all ready and tensed up i keep telling him it's not that bad but he doesn't believe me...

Friday, January 23, 2009

he is something i can hold on to, right? idk. i really dont.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

thank you so much.
now i feel great.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009


Hey guys. I'm feeling so much better. I'm soooo happy that he changed his mind and came back!!!!!!!! I knew that Travis and Sylvia would try everything. I thought i could trust him, but maybe it was too much at the wrong time. But i convinced myself he would understand... i was shocked when he didn't. He has broken my heart, and it bled, but now it is fixed. I am so excited to be your maid of honor! You guys are such a good couple! I am very happy for you.
Love You.

so my midterms are coming up, and they need to stay under the impression that i need to study.
plus my personal life is rather complicated right now. aw well.