siarah-

yeah. shelle is new. giselle found her, somewhere. she wont tell us where though. giselle says that that is for shelle to tell us, if she ever wants to. i know my story was difficult to tell, though i have been living with it for over two centeries. this boy, the one i have been speaking of; edward told me that he has seen him: as one of us. this is not something that i want; he is too beautiful as it is, and he smells too good. he lives such a normal life, and i do not want this kind of life for him. i doubt that we vampires can ever reach heaven; for i have been told that we were banished from the Holy Heights with Lucifer. this gives me reason to think that when we were bitten, when we were transformed, we were given one of the banished souls. which i why i believe that we will never reach heaven. we can never die, or be reborn. i do not want this for this boy; this wonderful, innocent, child of ages. he will never be immortal, and i want to keep it that way.

A telling from the demon

Shelle

Hello. I am new. Life among the undead is twisted in both ways. The one i love is so delicate, so breakable. I feel the monster within me, the venom that runs through my veins. I hate hiding behind this stupid mask, that hides the true me, that fools everyone, sometimes even myself. I am a monster, and i am not normal.........

siarah-

yay!!!!!
ciara finally posted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was beginning to feel as if i was the only one!!!!!
thannk god we're on school break; being in school with him was starting to make me go mad. he keeps looking at me, and i cant concentrate on anything else; i want him soooo much. he smells sooo yummy. gross. im starting to ssound like sylvi. but still. i dont want him like that. i want him in a weird and different way. i want to kiss him. sad huh? and cruel. for a vampire to torment her prey before dooming him to a night of the worst hell he's ever been in. and the fact that he wouldnt come out. with his soul intact.

Ciara: Hello from one undead being

Well, It's me! The sister Ciara.  I was asked to post and here i am.  i am 17 going on 223.  yep thats me.  the eternal teenager.  sounds fun right. you get to party all the time and have fun whenever you want.  but it really all that great.  i am never going to have the full responsibility of an adult and i will never change in appearence.  ok, i guess being eternally beautiful has it's advantages.  i will always look like a child. well post again later.  please, i really want someone like me to talk to.

siarah-

GOD. what is wrong with me??
i think im going mad; i cant stop thinking about this one
stupid little human!?!? im so angry at him, ive been clean
for 200 years!!! and he makes me want to just....argh!

wow, it's been forever since i last posted. well there's nothing new, just schoolwork (as usual) well gotta be going now...

time to be going hunting. i havn't hunted in forever.

siarah-
jeez, am i the only person(kinda) whos gonna post on this????
i thought this was sylvie's thang, err, whatever. yeah.
its a damn cold night anyway.
and im lonley. and nothing is going right.
i might go to Brazil.
anywhere but here.
anywhere but where he is.

siarah-
wow. i have been sooo busy lately with schoolwork, that im having trouble getting time to hunt, and my human friends have been commenting on my black mood of late. i dont know why i even bother being friends with humans anyway, cuz they're just going to die eventually. mabey im hoping that i will find a blood bondmate of some sort, though i highly doubt that i will. well, ive got to get back to work, i have a essay on music of the 50's due on tuesady. funny thing: i met the lead singer of the band im doing my report on when they were in their glory. huh.

siarah-
she has not even told us yet. sad, huh?

i admit it...

siarah explained the whole vegitarian thingy, well i admit it that i'm not a vegitarian. i can't seem to stop drinking human blood (giselle and jasper have tried to get me to go vegitarian, but it's so HARD!!) well my eyes are blue and they fade to gray when i'm hungry. well that's it. and i know you want to hear my story, but i'm not ready to tell you yet (it's very painful for me to talk about)

-Sylvia

siarah-
ohh and ur gonna c me postin alot
and 2 let u know..
this is NOT sylvia!!
its me, siarah.
im a totally different person.
we go to the same school,
and r in the same "family"
and she wanted me to post with her.

Siarah-

okayyy..........................
im posting again. ummmm...... tryin 2 think what 2 post about..... ummmm... well, there's this new kid at our school. hes from canada, quebec actually, and his name is kris. he pronnounces it all weird though, so it sounds like kuuuhreeessaa. its cool though. he acts all weird around me though, like he keeps wanting to talk to me, but he is absolutly repullsed by the idea. hes weird. and he is REALLY tall. and warm.very, very warm. i have suspicions....

Siarah-
ummmmm
so yeah. sylvi asked me to post on this. so i am. okay....
um, im 17 years old (have been for a long time if u know what i mean. im 222 years old). i live with my family (sylvi already explained this) and we live permanently on the east coast, in a mountain range, cuz there's lots to hunt. i keep my diet human-free, though it can b pretty dificult some times. no, we r not the same type of vampire as those in the twilight books, though those kind do exsist. nope, we're a mixed group, some of us feed off humans, some of us perfer to stay "vegetarian". our eyes do change color depending on what we eat and how long it has been since we've eaten, but our eyes r all different colors. mine r green, fading to black when im hungry. they can b really light though, almost yellow at times. my skin is REALLY pale, my hair is black (NOT steryotypical) with slight red and blue highlights in the sun. and yes, i can go in the sun, i just perfer not to, as my eyes r very sensitive to light; they're kind of like when u have ur pupils dialated. ummm.... im 5 foot 3, and i do not, as of yet, have a "mate". i never have. s'okay though; i like my privacy. and i have plenty of friends in my family. usually ciara, edward, and i go out to hunt. ciara goes cuz edward's going, and edward (like me) is a "vegetarian". i still go to school, and i try to keep my grades as straight a's, though it gets hard when we have to skip school sometimes.
here is what i remember of my human life. i was born in 1786. i lived in france, and i had a tough life. my real mother died when i was 12, and i had no brothers or sisters. i had dance ballet before i could walk or speak, and i was performing in the paris opera. i was a corphee, a step up from the lowest level. the others were sujeuts and etoils, the highest u can get in ballet. one night our star dancer fell and twisted an ankle; neither of her replacements were at the ballet, probably drunk or hungover form the bight before. so i was put on, for i knew the part. i danced well, and unfortunatly the etoil that i had replaced heard of this; for she came the next day and beat me within an inch of my miserable life. she threw me out the back doo of the opera, and there is where an old french vampire found me. he must have been hungry, but he still waited, taunting me with words. a young man found me in the alley there with the old vampire; he was a witch hunter. he ran off the old vampire, but not before the creature had time to bite and scratch me all over my weakened body. the young man, nor the vampire, ever came back. i suspect that they killed eachother. i spent seven days in agony, as the venom spread throughout my body. i had hunted in paris until giselle found me, and taught me her way.