siarah-
okay.....
just fucked that up.
yeah, so my last post was a little depressing.
i was messed up for a few days.
i need to get a grip on myself. badly.
i just dont feel right. i wish that i would have died when humans r supposed to. or have been able to find someone who loved me, and to raise a family, and die happy and old with my husband.
that is something i never will have.
no one can ever love a vampire.
humans would not survive.
and i will not make him have this life, just for my selfishness.
he will remain human.
forever.